Sooo am I crazy? Im having such an inner turmoil, and its killing me and Im afraid its going to kill my amazing relationship too... HELP! Im hoping writing about it will help me work it out, something has to work! So here goes. Im have major issues with having to sit at home and quit everything (due to being preggers), while my boyfriend goes out and parties hearty till all hours of the morning. Im not asking him to quit everything with me but I would love if he respected and appreciated me enough to slow down and realize that this blows for me! Ive decided to just drop it and focus on the things I can control in my life. Im going to tell him tonight these exact words: "Im done causing fights and being upset, you are free to do what ever you want guilt free. I just ask that you be respectful, and understanding of what I am going through. This is extremely hard for me. Just please keep me in mind." I guess I will try this method next. Its my last resort. If It gets to a point where I cant do it anymore, then the issue will have to be readdressed. This just sucks it makes me soo sad, I'm sick of being sad, and feeling let down all the time. How long can a girl feel like this.... ugh, is it even justified tho, ya know. I'm I just unreasonably resenting him? I wish my head would just figure it all out so I could get some sleep! I'm exhausted!
No comments:
Post a Comment